wohhoo this week is finally over. bio spa was scary though.godz its like u seriously freak out when u see the extremely weird results?oh wells... sad life... hmmm mani things have turned out to be certainly extremely unexpected.it makes me kind of think whether the most competent will always get the job... wads up is it me or them? was really quite pissed. i felt tt it was a complete waste of mi time.as in none of them sounds zai they dun seem to have the calibre!but why?? why did things turn out this way?it really makes me regret. did i make a wrong choice? maybe... and im starting to feel i seriously did...

suppose life is simply just full of uncertainties... it makes me come to a conclusion that yr efforts can hardly be recognised. perhaps a sleeping member might serve to be a bter choice. cause tt seems to be how all the ppl are...but is tt really wads best... everything is getting out of mi control and i feel horerible.setbacks aft setbacks...

aniwaez went eat seoul todae! with bigone and carmen! so fun so many funny experiences la until the guys at the next table simply thinks we are totally shi bai...fist the hot plate was cooked till all our food had soot on it. next after it was replaced..ena tried to turn up the fire and in the end she off the entire thing than after that the knob to adjusting the temp came off... the worst was we took egg and ena said she will break it and in the end, she hit it once and said it was hard boiled hahaz but in fact it wasnt! goodness it was a disaster bur it was a grreat day really brough me out temporarily of the real life hahaz. life will definietely be horrible without these pple esp small one,big one, carmen, kia hui,jia hui, yu ling.......... thank u!

and really miss the days where i always had someone to lean on and confide in....to share and to crap...oh wells tt dae hao bu rong yi than can go back cedar than in the end chased out cause polling station...sian hahaz